cold coffee and contradictions

the bizzare ramblings of an over active mind

Can we just talk about how exhausting dating is when you have an anxiety disorder. It’s like I want to go on a date with you but holy shit going on a date is also the last thing I want to do ever let me make a million excuses and then you’ll think I’m not into you and stop asking or we’ll finally go on a date and then I’ll basically hyperventilate on my drive home about all the stupid embarrassing shit I’ve done and it’ll haunt me for the next several weeks/months/the rest of my life.

Bon Iver

—Heavenly Father


"i am free now
i know about it darling i been standing here
heavenly father
is all that he offers
a safety in the end”

(via awelltraveledwoman)

We are very good at preparing to live, but not very good at living. We know how to sacrifice ten years for a diploma, and we are willing to work very hard to get a job, a car, a house, and so on. But we have difficulty remembering that we are alive in the present moment, the only moment there is for us to be alive.

Thich Nhat Hanh (via thatkindofwoman)

(Source: psych-facts, via featherandlace)